Started, but never finished

These are drafts that have been sitting on here over the last two months, and won’t be getting finished. Maybe you can see something in these I no longer can. So being only partial and almost completes, the moods shifted while writing, they came to grinding to a halt.

Four AM the place is dark, while the rain it kept on falling down, Didn’t notice the sounds, but with my hair all wet, time came by in a rush across many miles, Just white lines in the blackness, stretching on and on, Till we made the Bellhouse hills, where the ground it was all ripped n’torned, Heavy mud, with the thickest clay, covered from head to toe, But it didn’t really mater, while the rain it kept on coming down, so we sang some tunes, as we laughed a while, till all our sides, they hurt, All here is just some kind of luck, but did you hear about the end of the world. The final day for many others…

 

No place of distance

Youth cornered, by two,
Delivered to be,
Disowned, abandoned, but still present,
Smiles, laughter fade, devastation invades,
What’s to understand, what’s to follow,
In short, one is on your own,
Stops listening, conversations fade,
Trust no one, believe only one,
For blood, one might only of been an orphan,
Left with nothing, but a few clothes,
For this, a fall, responsible, six and eighteen months,
Silence only, then departure, no intention to return,
To what has a past, passed, and not to ask, nor did,
For to roam in the wild and wide, heavy in burden,
With solace in the lands of no place of distance..

 

Running long sections

It had been a month out on the gulf savannah,
Running a single long section from first light,
Till the blue sky faded into a darkness like no other,
Between a world of creeks, rivers, and gorges,

Where one wakes to the conversation of Black Cockatoos,
With Wedge-tail Eagles high above the pale grass of the dry season,
Some places, we crossed wash outs from the big wets,
Most meters deep, with steep sides

 

Waiting

Waiting here in the airport,
because the weather turned sour.
So I prop my swag up against the wall,
as I lean back on it, then I heard the news,

His life was taken in a bullshit way,
This man and activist of Guatemalan radio,
All for greed to flood the valleys that flow,
All for the destruction of his people’s world.

Can someone tell me why our world’s so dark,
do you have any answer to what happens next.
Why the torture, maiming, and all the bloodshed,
Do we really need a dead Earth, where all that’s left is us.

His life was taken in a bullshit way,
This man and activist of Guatemalan radio,
All for greed to clear-fell his people’s forests,
All for the destruction of his people’s world.

How can we rape the globe for all the money it’s worth,
do we ever count the cost, is money truly worth this much.
Destruction is a backwards step in our world gone mad,
Why’ve not we listened to the indigenous peoples’ calm words.

His life was taken in a bullshit way,
This man and activist of Guatemalan radio,
All for greed to gouge holes in the people’s lands,
All for the destruction of his people’s world.

Why don’t we listen, why don’t we finally make a stand,
Why don’t we stop this chaos and carnage infecting all lands.

 

Four corners

It was a time, just the other day,
When someone said, you don’t know much,
Why don’t you go find the four corners,
Then you may have something to say,

What you ponder ill at heart, is lost,
Lost like you, beneath the five pillars,
Where the creeping mist shrouds the mountains,
In an emptiness, which denies your name.

Brave whom never stop

Take this one how you find it. Here is a poem from a much larger poem I’ve just finished as an experimental derivative in exploring poetry physics. But not sure if the bigger one works yet, so threaded this one from a random selection of stanzas.

Called to me in a million places
Can you free your feet from wooden shackles
To seek the tell tale fable waking
Before catch the spin of words upon faces

Her skies they open up to fresh delights
Like honey rain harvest moon’s born dew
Fresh days a flower’s Spring love in fright
Where in glacial rivers new words frost

More chances take her stifled freedoms
Amongst the molten now ravaged lands
Blindness to deserted nightmares cold
Pass between the lanes of words abreast

Cut short beneath the boughs of trees
Till sitting high up in the branches gazes
While the storm birds they call your name
Buried in a language without words or hands

Consumed by night as if a snow flake
Upon a tongue to melt into darkness
Here to wait in the faint light of shadows
To encompass the words finding bends

Cold ground makes rough the time of dreams
Each to struggle to find the heart’s natural space
Some place not known but there for all to see
No not this fear of words be the brave whom never stop.

The winding road to “Wait Awhile” (cont…)

The winding road to “Wait Awhile” (continued: Riding the wave)

Going to be adding to the story of  The winding road to “Wait Awhile” over the next couple days, but so I don’t forget, I’m just going to drop this place marker here. Below you’ll find the previous two parts to the short story and its evolution… Back soon!

The winding road to “Wait Awhile” ( a beginning: The rolling hills)

http://seanbidd.com/2013/02/16/the-winding-road-to-wait-awhile/

 

The winding road to “Wait Awhile” (continued: The dark birds)

http://seanbidd.com/2013/03/06/the-winding-road-to-wait-awhile-continued/

Old house, dirt road

 

Sepia nights

Made it home before just an hour ago,
I left my keys behind, but hey that’s okay,
So I’m sitting in the dark here on the steps,
Peering through the sepia sky of my mind,

For the stars, The Way out here is bright,
Thinking I might just dream a story or two,
As the roof above it creaks to the growing cold,
A story begins to write, here paper pen the dark,

Music is all around, listen to the night of song,
No need to whisper, for now I’m on my own,
Tell me something night sky, how do you find the dark,
Between Earth and Cosmos, please just shout it out,

Soon here comes now, it’s some foreign lights,
Moving fast up the dark old winding autumn road,
Then it veers off, taking on some vanishing path,
So I’ll just wait here some more, in my sepia dark,

Riding the stories, here far beneath the waves
For the tide of night’s now swept on in through the dark,
The tiredness of the time here passing by the step,
Takes its toll in the colours of now escaping gravity,

It’s all a dream now as it was so long ago,
Just waiting on the old step for fresh light to show,
Another night now so wakes the next living day,
Which makes my story all here done and told,

Just now I found the back door was still unlocked…

Rushing like a blur

Yesterday I found myself writing on scraps of paper as everything outside kept on rushing by like a blur, past this tin and plastic mobile box I was in for some hours. Here be the bits and pieces of poetry I managed to string together while watching the grass, the dirt stream by, rushing like a blur. Let me know what you think, just a crazy bit of writing…

Grass blur

Rushing like a blur

Watching the grass, the dirt stream by
Rushing like a blur to the day now gone
To fall the thoughts darkened thunderheads
Frayed edges of tar, black edged stones

Enter thoughts of the splintered lands
A world turned inside out shaken down
Two setting suns seek to sleep horizons
Three orphans running from their pasts

Heading out far to find  their futures
On the seas, adventures through the skies
Can you hear their voices as they shout it out
Treading decks of their world with Koice

Meeting friends these strangers along the way
Their shrinking homelands their families gone
To be making for the spreading dark sea rising
Here to meet each their fates running head strong

Comes the jolt rushing through the cutting
Weary uncollected thoughts pulse once, twice
Stop breathing cold glass inflicted tin, like tops
The blur rests stationary not awake, just nothing

Is there more to come, to follow on before
Mountains, forests, and the seas, peoples
The splintered lands drift no continents
Motion subtle not a dream left waiting long

Flesh plant fleeing order chaos waits
Where fire, air, water, earth collide
Transitions their states each blur rushing
Like the streaming grass outside, living

Past futures shatter glass silk the rush
Dust fill stories on high winds since forgotten
Where metal crumples in a contact heat roars lost
Deep in clouds as the cotton rag seizes words

Where in a flicker liquid blue rushing in a blur
Fills the dark set moments of sipping wine
At rest into wander on a round hill caught
Somewhere between a river by the sea

Waiting for the mist to take the moon
In stories old they still do know once
For there’s no navigators sky tonight
While they seep above a dull facade

Just drifting in the broken spinifex
Waiting a return to ocean sounds
Voices they carry a deluded night’s
ten thousand years since once her

Coloured ties with mulberry eyes
She’s flamboyant at a glance
As her heels click upon the pavement
In the once history she does hold

To passing sunset billboards
Once a few old corner pubs
Making for her studio home
Leaving for a future on the run

Conversations in the fading light
The future is now here to Snare
Ava, with Charon breathe fresh life
These orphans of a different world

Though for now all I see is
The grass, the dirt
Streaming by,
Rushing like a blur…

Land surveyors

Finding Myself (a duet)

A chance happening of a poetry duet, wrapped gently around the first image as seen over on A Shade Of Pen’s post for Finding Myself. Like a cascading waterfall, we threw text in verses, lines, stanzas, back and forth across a live-wire, it felt like it only took a few minutes. Go check her writing out, “A Shade Of Pen

Waterfalls

I am lost in this crowd..
I am looking to find myself..
Someday, somewhere I will find the mirror..
That will help me see the someone that is “me”..

A reflection in a waterfall, natural, unforced, wild and free..

Street scene

Waiting quietly till sunlight arrives,
Out in the world, or in the city to see,
As waters rush fast from far places to sea,
We might see a rainbow in the flighty..

Mists’ of their gravities..

Mountain view

Lingering thoughts of yesterday..
Mix beautifully to tomorrow..
As a new day breaks..the lazy eyelids sketch the image..
Which teases the stories I have lived..

Here to step outside..

Street crossing

To wake from the dream beneath..
A weathered ladder of trees climbing..
Each taled moment lived not of sleep..
my stories to share, to believe..

Street sunset

As the different scenes blend
The full plot shines and I smile
‘coz in between the lessons and reflections
In the ripples of flowing water
I see the depth of your eyes
That is the mirror that bears me

forest water

Two wheels running wild.. and A world of all her colours…

Two wheels, running wild..

She’s running wild, loving life in the pit. She has her own two wheels, and her life is kicking sweet. Loves it in the cold, loves it on the road. Two wheel rider, to the tropics here she goes. Listening to her music, wind all through her har. Saddle bags with scotch and she don’t even care. She’s living life so green as a vegan on the scene. Now pulls on past these six streams, and leans in close and clean . Two wheels what the girl has, and she’s never looking back. As she cruises up the road, and runs on past the loads . Two wheel rider, she finds safe harbour, with a scotch @ the rocks and water. The music’s in the air, and the music’s on the street, listen to some bands as she turns on up the beat. Two wheels, that’s her world…

 

The Brook

 

A world of all her colours…

Standing on the corner, I looked across the way, there she was, just drawn a few more lines, now I’m standing at her cross roads, my toes up on her line, she says, you don’t want to cross my lines, because these here are my cross roads, that your checking out the lines, so don’t you cross my cross roads, go back, get back behind, not one of fear or worry, I stepped out off the line, her world it turned to colour, all her the pencil lines still there, with a flourish, and a rush, it ran for miles and far, as she goes, my world has always been these colours, with curves and lines so true, a little dirty here and there, though mostly my work holds true, I looked and thought, and whispered something, there’s no U-turn left, nor U-turn right, just your world, a world of carbon, and bright colours, a world to run and see, so I bid you now hello, and fair journey, for I’m off to sail your colours, and off to run your roads, off to find what fields you hide, while finding all the blues, the greens, the reds, and earthy colours too, for which way first now might I go, first left, then right, or maybe straight ahead, shall I find the edges first, then weave deep through mind, or does this world you love, bear no thought to limits, perhaps I should just wander, to breathe each colour in, oh, to drift amongst your curves, the lines both thick and thin, each of open space and networks, each with their own fresh rises, and dark hollows here and there, tis best to appreciate your world here barefoot, to feel the tacit tones, then brush against each fair soft hue, like soft warm dust, all caught upon a breeze, a world of all your colours, a world of all your dreams…..

 

A couple of old writes I found drifting about as notes from a few years back, so punctuation and grammar are light on as these are copies of the original first drafts. The first is about a cousin, the second about an artist friend. The image is from work today, have not been to the place in a year and a half, still love this view of the river…